I once overheard my dad having a conversation with another pastor. The pastor asked, “What do you think comes first, your family or your ministry?” My dad told him that family must come first because family is your first ministry. The pastor quickly replied and said, “Well, we disagree on that. I believe that ministry comes first. It is the engine that drives the plane.” The engine that drives the plane…really? As I stood there and listened I couldn’t help but think about all the young people today who have left the church and walked away from it all because their dad was in the ministry and threw his family by the wayside. If the ministry is the engine that drives the plane, then all too often the family is the bird that gets chewed up and spit out of the turbine. This is a very serious problem. This needs to change, and fast.
I grew up in the home of an evangelist, and thankfully, my dad put family first. If he had not, I am not sure where I would be today. Did I see distasteful things in ministry? Absolutely. Did I ever wish I had a bit more time with my dad? Frequently. But did I ever feel like I wasn’t important to Dad? No. Never. I can’t speak for all my siblings in this regard but from my memories as a child, I knew that I was important to Dad. That meant a lot to me as a child. You see, I understand that ministry is very busy and requires much of your time, but that doesn’t mean that your family should suffer because of it. Have you ever had this feeling? You come home from being at the church and working all day on ministry-related things; all you want to do is sit down, clear your mind, and relax. Your wife or your children come up to you and want to talk /spend quality time. You lash out at them with something like, “I have been at the church all day and just want to sit here and relax for a minute. Not right now, please!” Sound familiar? When this happens (or something like it) your wife and children feel unloved, unimportant, and like something you only spend time with if you feel like it. I realize you didn’t mean it that way, but they don’t. It is in those moments, when you have forgotten your first ministry and begun to slowly lose ministry all together. Consider a couple Biblical examples of losing family, which should be the first ministry.
I. Eli (I Samuel 3)
In this account, we see that God sends a message to young Samuel, who is serving God in the temple, under Eli the priest. The message states the following:
“For I have told him (Eli) that I will judge his house for ever for the iniquity which he knoweth; because his sons made themselves vile, and he restrained them not.” – I Samuel 3:13
Just imagine having to tell this message to an elderly gentleman. It is a very specific condemnation upon Eli for the way he reared his sons. Now I understand that as a father, you cannot control the heart of your children, but we are supposed to correct our children when they are doing wrong. The Bible tells us that Eli did not restrain his own sons. My question is, why did his sons have such a disdain and disrespect for the ministry (I Samuel 2:12-17)? We are not given all of those details, but they obviously rejected the things of God and Eli didn’t do much about that. Eli is judged because he did not restrain his sons. It is apparent, that Eli didn’t take the time to minister first to his own sons. God put this in the Bible for a reason. Have you learned from it? Unfortunately there was an even bigger shock as I read these passages. Remember Samuel, the boy who delivered this message from God to Eli?
II. Samuel (I Samuel 8)
Samuel is old now, as Eli was, and the Bible tells us something very sad about his sons.
“And his sons walked not in his ways, but turned aside after lucre, and took bribes, and perverted judgment.” -I Samuel 8:3
What? You mean the boy who delivered a message of judgment about a man not ministering to his sons, went out and also put his own sons on the back burner? It appears so. Once again, you cannot force your children to do right, but what about all those years you had to shepherd the heart of your child? Did you take advantage of the moments to share Christ with your children? Did you treasure each day you had to show your wife that she comes before your public ministry? This was astounding to me when I read it. Inside I thought, “Really? He did the same thing and put ministry before his own family?” Then the Holy Spirit convicted my heart and said, “How many opportunities have you missed?” I write this to urge my fellow brothers in the ministry… Do not let your family fall by the wayside. One day, when you stand before God and give an account for how you led your family (for God’s design is for the man to be the leader in the home), what will you say? What will God see from your life as a husband and father? My goodness, I want to stand before Him knowing that I did everything I could to share Christ with my family and lead my boys to a saving knowledge of Him.
So what is the balance? I talked to several seasoned pastors in this regard. I want to encourage you to put your family first in regards to ministry. I hope these suggestions from other pastors will be a help to you as they have been to me.
1. Help your family to see that you are not choosing between them and ministry. Do ministry with your family. Help them understand that family and ministry should go together.
2. Take your children on special “dates”. Your children need to see that they are important enough to be put into Dad’s calendar. On this note, don’t ever stop dating your wife. EVER.
3. Don’t share every burden of ministry at the church, with your family. You need to leave those burdens at the door and enjoy your family. Be Dad, don’t be Pastor so and so.
4. Don’t be one person at church, and another person at home. Hypocrisy will drive your children away from Christ faster than anything else.
5. Have regular family devotions with your family. Show them that Christ is the head of your home. When you read the Bible, keep it exciting! Read it, not as stories, but as Truth.
I pray for young people today who have been raised in the homes where the father is in full-time ministry. Too many of these young people are leaving the church, never to return. Too many are headed for a Christ-less eternity because their dad never took the time to minister to them, and they saw hypocrisy in his life. It’s time for men in the ministry to recognize where their first ministry lies. It’s time to pick up our families that have been by the wayside, ask forgiveness, and begin ministering to them anew.